Frozen Words

We all have one moment of weakness and if you are someone like me… that moment changes your life forever. In fact, it changes ‘you’ forever. I had that. So many times, when I was surrounded by him or his thoughts. And trust me, you have to learn how to survive that. To be honest, I learned but it was kind of difficult. It took a lot of time and I lost one thing while surviving through this love game while learning to swim without any surety of being successful. It was 'swim or drown' kind of situation. I learned to swim but like I said I lost something. I lost the old me. Forever. So, given below is a letter I wrote after realizing the power I got after losing ‘her’. It’s the letter for him. Just to let him know how he made the biggest mistake of his life by hurting one little thing inside my mind. Dear Player,       The old me was somewhere deep inside shallow part of my heart and last night I destroyed her. I killed her. I killed a part of me, the innocent one ...

We all have that one chapter in our story which we never read out loud, which we’d keep to ourselves forever inside our hearts and in back of our minds... But that doesn’t mean that you never replay it to yourself. I guess this is the time I let go of this chapter from my mind, at last, the one I never told to anyone but myself over and over again... I guess this is the time you all deserve to know the pleasure I got after all the pain I’ve been through on this journey… At that time I was wandering inside the sea of emotions and feelings which were just temporary but well I found him there, a wanderer and so far I thought he was my only way to shore... I read somewhere, “If you want something from the depth of your heart, you’ll achieve it… One day.” And trust me, the moment I saw him... I thought this is what I meant to find on that one day, that he is the home for my lost soul... But just like always, emotions clouded my vision and with him, I felt like I’m on cloud nine......