Letter for You.

We all have one moment of weakness and if you are someone like me… that moment changes your life forever. In fact, it changes ‘you’ forever. I had that. So many times, when I was surrounded by him or his thoughts. And trust me, you have to learn how to survive that. To be honest, I learned but it was kind of difficult. It took a lot of time and I lost one thing while surviving through this love game while learning to swim without any surety of being successful. It was 'swim or drown' kind of situation. I learned to swim but like I said I lost something. I lost the old me. Forever. So, given below is a letter I wrote after realizing the power I got after losing ‘her’. It’s the letter for him. Just to let him know how he made the biggest mistake of his life by hurting one little thing inside my mind.

Dear Player,

      The old me was somewhere deep inside shallow part of my heart and last night I destroyed her. I killed her. I killed a part of me, the innocent one to be exact. You know why? Because of you. She used to scream for you. For your love … She really thought it was too damn real, she used to hurt herself, so I did what I thought was best. Don’t blame me. She didn’t know how I felt when you said that I ruined your life, how I felt when I heard you telling me how much you “loved” me, even fakeness of it makes me cringe. Why would you think I’ll believe you, darling? I am not her. She is long gone, buried deep down in a place you will never know. I hope she never gets alive again though… or else I will have to kill her again before she starts begging for your fake love.

      Never mind, just saying that the one you were willing to stab in the back is not here anymore and honey, don’t look at me with that look in your eyes. Also, don’t call out my name with that fake sympathy in your voice. Just don’t. because it’s not her. It’s not the innocent one you tried to trap. You might have the wrong girl. I am far away from her. A hidden part inside the purest soul, A dark side, The darkest shadow... Call me what you want. I have nothing to do with you love. Unlike her, I know my worth. You are not worth me. I won’t fall for such cheap traps of yours. I am beyond that. This version is unstoppable, unbreakable and well, something which definitely not made for fakers like you.

     So, don’t even try to stab me in the back because I usually aim for the heart. And think before you say a damn word to me because if you say or do something wrong… I am not going to stay quiet. I am not a forgiver or forgetter. I love vengeance. For a fact, I’m really good at it. I’ll ruin you from inside out. You’ll never know, I’ll kill you without making a sound.

Love,
The Game Master.

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