Forever and Always.

This is for the ones who are not here anymore. For the ones who gave you so many memories, for the ones who shared million laughs with you and the ones who were there standing by your side. Losing someone is never easy. At that time, you want to hold onto false hope that maybe this all is just a lie. You hope that this is just a nightmare. And you don't believe the truth. Your mind already knows it but your heart never wants to accept it. But then after a while it hits you. So hard. And you just stare at nothing replaying every single time you saw that someone, every single thing you talked about. You read the old texts, you see the call history, you look for them in crowd even after knowing that it's of no use, you look at the stars and wish so many times for them to come back but you know the truth and trust me, you will accept it... it just takes time. 

See, after accepting the truth, you start to notice their presence in your heart. You start to realize that they never left, that someone is always going to be in there. We won't know how or where but that person is going to be with you Forever and Always.

Forever and Always.

I hope you are fine
Wherever you are right now
I hope you are flying high
Never wanting to come down

When I get to know
That you are never coming back
I wished with every bone in my body
I heard this news wrong

I was shocked
And I started to cry
Because for the first time I felt
Like I lost something which was never mine

All the feelings that I had for you
The ones I buried deep down
The last text, last time I saw you
Came back, rushing back in my heart

I remembered how we helped each other
Writing the stories, talking on the phone
You loved my accent
Little did you know right after that, I started loving it too

Now I know I can't change anything
Not regretting a single moment I had with you
You are alive in my heart forever
My darling, I will never forget you. 

I wrote this poem yesterday. And every word means so much to me. It brings so many good memories to life.

Thank you.

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  1. Adnan AttarNovember 7, 2019 at 3:24 AM

    I think this is your best blog ever. This blog is very heart touching.

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