Loving a Stranger...

How hard can it be? To love a stranger? I don't know why but I'd like to give this a thought. Can you love someone at first sight? Can you feel this insanely familiar feeling just when you hear their voice? Is it possible to have that someone in your thoughts constantly so that it doesn't even feel like you actually don't know each other at all? Now, there are billion other questions like this and answer to each of them depends on you and that stranger your heart knows already. 

Loving a stranger is something I never wanted to think about, I always wanted to keep it aside because I don't think you can keep someone you only saw once in your thoughts. To be honest a stranger doesn't have to be someone you only saw once and never again. It can be someone you see every day and you even talk to that person and still, even after all the things you try, there is nothing you know about him. There is nothing you can do to make him realise how crazy you are just to be the reason behind his smile, just to let him know that you feel like you have known him all your life when in reality, it's only been few days...

Like I said, there is really no one way to put it in words. Loving a stranger is the most difficult yet memorable thing one can do. It's like giving away a piece of your heart for someone who probably won't even need it but you give it up anyway. It is the way he takes you by surprise at the very first sight, its the way everything that happens in the next few days that make you go and take that risk of letting your heart beat fast under his influence, its all the words that you try to tell him but go speechless and say nothing hoping and praying that he will understand what this silence means, hoping he will know that you don't want him to be just a stranger you've known and loved... Its the way he exists and then he doesn't, its the uncertainty and its the inevitability of the things you want to come true, its all the things that make you realize that this will break your heart one day but you still choose to go for it anyway...

I think, maybe I figured out how it feels to love a stranger. 

It feels like being stuck between being hopeful and hopeless, always wondering about 'what-ifs' and things that left unsaid...

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